le sigh

I am at the juncture in my life where the paths leading to happiness are all difficult ones to traverse. It seems the culmination of my effort and labors have not come to fruition as of late, and my inability to produce results is making me feel rather discouraged.

I know this feeling comes around for me quite often, almost every month actually, but I suppose it does make me appreciate the good things. I've been pounded with academic, spiritual and financial riddles that don't seem to have easy answers to them. I thought I had the formulas for these things all worked out in my head where x = easy street but it is clearly not so.

Oh well. A little more elbow grease is required here and there, and I suppose some extra thought is needed contrary to my last post. Things just seem never ending these days and the lifestyle I should be leading is not one of happiness but one of hardship and discord. I suppose everything works out in the end so less stress is warranted.

On the good side of things, I did manage to find a $20 bill in the computer lab hiding under a chair. There are good things in life.