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things that make me sad right now

*EDIT: Things are starting to look up*

the fact that i am the resident coffee boy

when i get talked down to at work

my hair is touching my ears

medium scrubs always get stolen so i have to go downstairs to get them every morning

parking tickets

not having enough money for everything

the fact that i am so close to delivering health care but that i have no actual ability

all the weddings bells

that i can't play the cello

that i don't have a career lined up

beach volleyball

that the mail i'm expecting hasn't come in

I don't feel smart or even capable or competent right now.